I tell them I`m fine
Though at the back of my mind
I still look back in time
Keep wishing that your heart's still mine
Keep trying to forget
Sometimes, I do regret
That I gave in
Or that I didn't fight hard enough to win
For the first time
I asked God, why?
I wished, I prayed, I tried
But you left me still
After long hours, days, and weeks
I still wonder why
I still breakdown and cry
I still want to give it another try
I was at the edge
Waiting for your hand to hold mine
Hoping you`ll jump with me
Free-falling for each other
But I jumped alone
Left all the doubts and fears behind
Unafraid of what's at the bottom
Now, I`m stuck at ground zero
Trying to pick up the pieces
Waiting once more
Maybe you`ll come by and make me whole again
After all the waiting and hanging
Through all the trying and crying
I`m still here
And yet, you won't look back
- P